I made my mind. Will not take my credit cards to NYC and will not cash the check from uncle. Have horribly lost the track of my money.

I am putting Juge with the girl next door until Monday that we come back. She loves him. But I am already missing him.

I feel that I am getting old. All the guys around me are 23~24.

School is going fine. Research is slow but I have started which I think is the most important step. I read somewhere that the best way to do good research is actually start doing it instead of trying to learn everything inadvance.

Seems that I have *just *passed my courses last year. Perfectly remember my stuff from the first semester, almost as good from the second semester...but am wandering who passed the courses last two semesters...it seems that she is gone casuse I don't remember anything! Has happened before. I just have to sit down and review the material.

We watched shark tale tonight. It was funny. There was also an ad about this cartoon movie...I think the story was in a zoo. It seemed really funny. I will make sure to watch it.

I know this post sounds sad. I am just angry after checking my credit card balance and finding out that the guy I had an eye on is actually 24! I will be better tomorrow, hopefully!